climbed today at Climb Asia. Quite fun. the routes we did and all. climbed with ang moh from france. he climbed top half naked. made e girls droool esp shuhui. after tt did some (in my humble opinion) intermediate climbing with e ppl frm ca. haha its just e lack of physical and str trng i guess which sets me apart from them. other than that. i hope i still have it.

oh man why doesnt anyone wanna take 2star kayaking. WHY. all got 1star. den dowan take 2star. huh huh huh. 11, 18, 25th may so hard meh! come on ppl. sms/call/msn/whatever shit me that youre free on those 3 days to take up 2star kayak!

next. rockmaster or pumpfest. to join or not to join. Join rockmaster? sing poly... clarke quay... cash prize... stupid powerful moves and lousy holds.. Join pumpfest? go there malu. i cant do boulder circuit for nuts and im nth compared to our current tj yr2s. whats e pt. OR JUST DONT JOIN.

but how. can i. just sit there and not be part of e action. im so free now summore. no more climbing comps for e rest of e yr summore. not until next yr. or next next yr at least. GRRR. den agn. join for what? pay reg fee jus for e singlet and for ridiculous isolation hours?! LOL. den agn. its all abt e experience. e adrenalin rush. and my own personal climbing journey. OH WHAT THE HECK.

1.casp ernest howee go POWERBOATING. i wan kayak but no one go w me =(
2.pumpfest or rockmaster. largely affected by jingwen too if he joins or not.
3.climbing instructor courses. earn some money. do sth i like.
3.1st may labour day. climbers gather day. have fun day. long holiday.
4.swimmmmin is fun.
5.studyin for btt is not. so i better pass.

no prize for guessing who are the ones singing.




dont wanna HEEEEE-ar u say!

what u lookin at how ee. me.
caspar. ernest.
keli my ex.
eric. xinhui.

today we went down Youth Flying Club to try flyin a plane. its hell of an experience. the sensation of being up there is almost like taking a roller coaster high up there in the sky and turning all around.

he gave me few mins / few seconds of control.. like he would teach and demo how to turn left turn right climb descend. then i'll have to, "I have control, SIR!" and then start controllin the aircraft under his watchful eyes.

1 or 2 highlights. the first being the part where he demo-ed the stalling of the engine. hell yeah. you cant imagine the feeelin i get when he announced that that was coming. he climbed a few feet up and all i could see was the sky and front propeller...continued climbing till the critical angle warning alarm came on for a good few seconds... pushed the throttle down... the propeller stopped... then TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. every shook and vibrated and the engine stalled. holy.
everything started to dive / dip / descend and now all i could see was the top of hdb flats and the greeneries become bigger and bigger. and i felt myself going in circles on the spot like being stuck in a whirlpool and going down like being sucked in.
"if i dun do anything now we'll continue spiralling down and die"
haha. then he pushed throttle back. pulled back.... started climbing till we were level again.

after a few easy peasy turns. i asked for more stunts.
"whats the highest G this craft can take?" "3G" "can we try?"
he thought for a while den he started to do some turnings here and there. and i was like. this is it man. bronson heard me through inter com from the back passenger seat and he was like he reached over and slapped my back "you askin for it huh!"
haha and so the pilot did his shit. and very soon i was experiencing 3G MAN! OOOOOH YEAH 3 G force. couldnt raise my hands at all from my laps. couldnt move my head forward. my mouth was half open half screamin and the saliva got pulled down from the corber of my mouth its a wonder how i managed to suck that trickling strand of dangling salive back into my mouth. soon my vision blurred. blood rushed to my eyes. blood shot. blur. cannot see. cannot open eyes. tunnelling vision. and then zoom he pulled back up and all was well. and that sensation is so shiok. its beyond words.

and so once again. flying as a career.
































why do i have to fail medical

Frog Story

A group of frogs were traveling through the woods and two of them fell into a deep pit. All the other frogs gathered around the pit. When they saw how deep the pit was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit with all of their might. The other frogs kept telling them to stop, that they were as good as dead. Finally, one of the frogs took heed to what the other frogs were saying and gave up. He fell down and died.

The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die. He jumped even harder and finally made it out.

When he got out, the other frogs said, "Did you not hear us ?" The frog explained to them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the entire time.

This story teaches two lessons:

1. There is power of life and death in the tongue. An encouraging word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make it through the day.

2. A destructive word to someone who is down can be what it takes to kill them. Be careful of what you say.

Speak life to those who cross your path. The power of words....it is sometimes hard to understand that an encouraging word can go such a long way. Anyone can speak words that tend to rob another of the spirit to continue in difficult times.

where are my encouragin words?

LOL WHY ALL EMO SONGS.

maybe next time. not maybe. i want. i want put Show me the light - Lunaspace

things tt make me feel alive:

1. socccer with feps (just came back frm soccer session with them)

2. doing vehicle commander (sit beside driver) with jia neng and travel arnd spore blastin 987

3. climb in sch. went down train w juniors in sch. cant do boulder circuit for nuts alr.

4. caspar ernest and how ee's company in afrc

5. being in mos and groovin like nobody's business.

things i miss most now:

1. refer to prev post.

things i want to settle now:

1. refer to prev post.

EH PLS LA STOP PLAYING WITH ME

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FPtZRnQyzSM&feature=related

thats not how u treat a 19 yr old kid, aspiring to be a promising pilot..


you dont just come down so harsh and hard on him. u give him some other excuse some other reasons. some other... aptitude or capability associated problem. not some. physical limit. ARGHs. its almost like failing GP in a lvls.


give me back my friends. my social life. give me back my ocs. my fitness my climbing abilities. my fighting spirit and my discipline.

im so friggin nua im pathetic!


i cant belive. to myself. to my own honest self. i dont have any friends to chill with! no frigggin friends to club climb chill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is one pathetic emo post.















bring me back the climbers in ocs or sispec. i wan my budddies back. i want to chill with them.


IF NOT.



give me my pilot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




no? too short for u? give me back my OCS. i dowanna waste my time here doing nth everyday from mon-fri 8-5. no i dowan to learn drivin no i dowan to do SAT. and no. my plans to train for rockmaster is not working im not climbing every week like i'd wished to.


no friends. no pilot. no climbing no trng no rockmaster. no chillings!




this is where life slips down to an all time low. when stars shift into postition. when the wind blows in the wrong direction. when nth is right. nothing is going your way. i just wish for the next up turn to come fast.










COME ON. GIVE ME STH GD NOW. ANYT.