2007 Resolution for Darren Yuen!
1. Don't be late. ( ok maybe give waiver of 5-15 mins? :P )
2. Ace my A's.
3.Be a perfect and flawless human being as best as possible in every aspect. ( that has been my dream since long ago actually )
4. To come back and add more onto this list and fulfil them.

Wishes for 2007!
1. Happiness to everyone i know.
2. Grow taller.

Birthday Wishlist : Its freakin 25 days away. You better prepare something.

1. A high-end good quality Shaver. Something like Gilette Mach3 triple blade or something like that. with a YEAR's supply of blades. ( mind u im using hotels disposable shaver currently. explains my not-so-clean shave but yet sporting a damn handsome smile on a cute face )

2. A zinc or ink or some not so branded and expensive bag for school purpose. My current silver sling zinc bag is giving way liao. Preferably a big bag. cos zinc bags are usually small. I dont mind a big one ( in that sense ) comparable size to my current one. And nice enought to be brought out in home clothes and Sch Uni. Can get it at bugis street? At good bargain? below 40 for sure. Sling or back pack kinds are okay with me. as long as its cool and meant for school purpose.

3. Skinny cut JEANS! waist size is 28-30!!! This will be abit ex though. I dont mind any jeans from far east. heh. i was dreaming only...

4. Ankle socks! The kinds that is so short it stops at below ur ankle kind. Thoes type people think its for girls kind. Usually found at some push carts inside Bugis junction. The kinds me and Shuhui likes to wear. I have a white and pink pair. White one's gone missing. Any colour is cool with me. Ostentious colours will not be bought at your own risk. But rather at mine for your own viewing pleasure. So its really up to my guts to wear whatever loud colours you can find and get for me. I promise i'll wear.. =D

5. pencil case.. wallet.. tshirts.. i think they are okay gifts but i dont think i really need them now.. But if you find a cool wallet at the Wallet Shop something by Stranger products will still be cool with me. But its quite ex tho. 50? Stranger stuffs are ex. But if u really get me that.. i'll stop using my current brown billabong one immediately. pls no myuk wallets for me. unless it looks damn cool...

soccer today at adrians place was cool. way cool. plaed at some fenced up pitch. some reactangular foot ball field. divied into three. so there are 3 pitches within that reactangular field. green and high fences around the place. the entrance is at the bustop there. third stop of bus 27 from hougang interchange. no need to book. nice goal post. like street soccer type. but the pitch is a big bigger and has no walls la.

adrian, his bro, his two friends from tp one of them called jiajun, weng inn, yongkai and me. IMBA TEAM i tell u. ok maybe not imba but its imba cos im in it. im serious. i reach there late like. 3plus. tho i told them i'll reach at 2.45. lol. anw. the bus journey there was lonely. and.. not used to. since there was an absence of a presence. anyway. they called me at like. 1.50pm and i was like. ok cool. take my mind of things and to chill and to get back my leg muscle. my leg muscle is shrinking u know? my sec2 class photo shows two bulging muscles at my calves. den recently one day i looked down. and i saw two skinny sticks. im utterly shock. i use to haf muscles like thoes of eepin on my feet. i swear. now its shrunk. must be due to the lack of training and the lack of leg exercises. badminton did demand alot of footwork and leg mucles from me having to jump and all. anyway i want to back my leg muscles. and recalling i had a hard time getting out of bed becos of my nerve wrecking brainstorming session i had while i was half concsious on my bed, i figured it would be cool to chill with some dudes like wenginn. so off i went. alone on this bus ride. at the hougaang interchange. at the bus 27 berth. so near to the seats outside the toilet whr i know far too well...

went there. saw them. asked them how was it there. they told me they got thrashed. harder and worse tthan the one at marina bay. i was like. okay. it started to scare me. i checked out the opponents. they were tall and big like aged 18-21. like in army kind. and seemed a big ah beng-ish. considering ah bengs dun play soccer. so ok heck. we started the game. nice and smooth sailing. they attacked well.. and we defended well. of cos with adrian holding the defense tgr. there were times of brilliance in our attackin when i had chances infront of the goal. only to see it being blocked by the keeper. ok fine darren. shot off targets is more than shot on target. u gotta improve. den suddenly..

i broke the deadlock.

AR HUH. darren is on fire. wenginn released me from the right. i caught the ball as i ran towards the centre and infront of the goal. and fired a weak shot with my right leg. i rmb i was only hoping for the best and that the keeper wouldnt save or block it. only to be caught by surprise when i heard the ball hit the back of the goal post. it aint a net. it was a metal net. CHIANG. yay its a goal! i didnt expect much seriously when i released that shot for it was weak and from the previous encounters infront of goal with that goalkeeping. i thought he would have saved it easily. heh. maybe my presence and commanding aura infont of him was too overwhelming this time. hehe. anyway. i scored the first goal.

usual cocky darren. became really tired and exhasuted, him being lousy and having low stamina after some running.. i sat back to defend and decided to slack.. i dont rmb the exact details and sequence of events. except that i became goal keep for one short stint becus i was really tired from the running. heh. anyway i kept my clean sheet and did some tyco saves. it was really tyco. just happened to lift my knee and the shot just happened to come in tt direction. so it looked like a really cool save and everyone was impressed. i rmb yongkai or adrian going.. " wahhhh darren." as i went off to pick the ball which flew off after hittin my knee. heh. darren is potential keeper. anw after i sub'ed out again. i dunno what happened. but two goals was scored against us.

the first goal came becos we were too up front and was too slow in coming back to defend when they counter attacked. leaving behind only adrian n e keeper to defend the goal and it was 4v2. so naturally they scored. adrian was rili frustrated at that time becos of there wasnt any defense. i am guilty of it since i seldom run back to defend and prefer to slack infront. the next goal came subsequently it was a stupid goal since wenginn was the goalkeeper and i could tell he was really tired. cos i was alr tired when i scored the first goal. so i became goalkee to slack. and when i was goalkeeper. i kept distributing the goal kicks to weng inn as i trusted him more. i wanted him to have the ball. rather den i pass the ball to someone up front and for them to lose the ball and it becomes an attacking opportunity for them which means im in trouble. so i would always pass to wenginn for him to start the attack. this made him tired as he had to constantly playmake after i pass the ball to him from goal kick. in short. i made him tired.

so he wanted to slack and it was his turn to be keeper while i played upfront. this happened after the opponents scored their first goal. so the second goal came. with wenginn a tired and slack-ish goalkeeper was infront of goal. he hardly bat an eyelid or made an attempt to save the second goal score b the opponents. heh.

so ok fine. 2-1 down. i was really tired and i was thinking it was a goner alr. and i kept thinking of the score line. from 0-0. i made it 1-0. den suddenly its 1-1. becos of poor defending. and the 4v2 thingy. so i cant blame anyone for it. den at 1-1 it seemed like it was at 0-0 again since it was again a tie. so i tot well its okay. the game has just restarted itself. we're back to square one. den wenginn , in a sense, opened the goal post for them to score hence making it 2-1. and den the pressure dawned upon me. upon a tired me. tt suddenly its up to me to tie the game. or the just lose the game completely cos once they score anmother goal to make it 3-1, the game is effectively over. so it was either i save some chanecs for the team by scoring another goal to tie the game. or to either defend and hope they dont make it 3-1. me being tired and all. forced myself into proper game play. i started to play properly tackling whenever nesscessry and running and chiong'in for the ball whenever there;s an attaack. and guess what. my efforts paid off.

there was a long lob from their keeper and adrian was up to defend and to head the ball away from the striker. he did it nicely and the ball was headed back up front for me. becos of the long and high lob from the keeper, half the opponents team were alr on ourside of the field. hence adrian;s head on the ball left me quite empty and free to attack. that header released the beast in me. the ball flew over me. bounced in front of me once. and came up a very small distance again. by this time i was near the post and i just swpt the ball in mid air few inches of the ground into the post. woah. superb first touch scoring. i was awed at myself. 2-2. well done.

by that time. the game is up alr. but they insisted on playin more. so we played awhile longer b4 going off. i gave yk and wenginn a tour around hg mall for abt45 mins. hoping only to see someone i know at hg mall.

Lyrics to the song on my blog. Sums up how i feel now.
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I want out. Got to respect my friends. Keep off. And stay off.

HAPPY 2007 btw.








For now, im off to soccer. Everything starts brand new. Everything starts right from the start.



Dont come and have this screwed up misconception of this being a emo post. I will screw you harder than Weng Seng.

Sometimes, I just cant seem to fucking understand people's rationale and perceptions of things. What's up with this fucked up world? Why must things be so fucked up sometimes. Cant things be normal or something?

Is it fucking wrong to want to do something i deem fucking right? Or by doing something i perceieve as "right" is actually fucking wrong to some people? And when I think it is them who is fucked up, they are actually thinking the other way about me. So who is right? I used to think that the marjority is right. And I always believe in numbers. But this time. Things are so fucked up. I think I am so fucking wrong. I still think I'm right and i don't give a flying fuck about how the others will think, see or fucking have to say about me. You know what?

FUCK OFF!

Even when I tried to find some solitude in computer games, it only serves to prove much more than being futile but a fucking wrongdoing of mine. It makes me wanna fucking end my fucking life. No wait, why do I have to end my life. Why can't the others end theirs. Wait. No one will. I should just fucking get hold of a revolver and keep it inside my drawer. That way, with the slightest of unwelcoming feeling I get I can fucking blow that fucker's brain off. Yea. That sounds cool. But its so unrealistic. I can only resort to fucking realistic means which is to fucking blog this fucking feeling now. And fucking hope nobody reads this and come questioning my sanity or to fucking show some concern. Again, you know what if you even wanna try the above two suggestions?

FUCK OFF!

yea.. thats just some shit people can say.. just some shit to some shit request or some shit suggestion. yea.. NUMBERS do count. Esp if it comes in a fucking bunch. And I thought playing with A.I was boring.. seems like playing with a fellow human being and one being labelled as a friend of X YEARS at that doesnt seem to improve the situation. In fact, things cant help but get fucking worst.

me and my sis at tian an men square.

looks quite like cchs audi eh? ok except maybe not as big.

that guys calling for buyers.

and im helping him move the goods.

my dad and i at xiao wang fu. hes trying to act stupid.

btw that place serve real good food.

me and my sis. somewhere along great wall.

me and great wall. doing what weicheng taught me too.

to hold up the sky.

at some french restaurant. real high class.

nice ambience and decorations and furniture.

food's ex too. thats whr i tried the spore sling. eew.

bing tang hulu. some chinese food served usually doing winter

as a appetiser. you always see this in olden chinese shows.

just some fruits something like cherry coated with frozen sugar water.

real sweet and juicy and crunchy.

acting dumb at some shopping centre. tts where i bought my astro boy shirt. this is at outside some shopping centre in tian jin.

trust me. its freezing cold.

im acting brave by not zipping up my jacket.

my dad mum and i.

somewhere near his tianjin apartment. its really cold.

acting dumb again. under the instructions of my sis to pose for this.

hey that ryhmes.

the lego clock. which faris is so fascinated about.

he says the two lego figures are pointing middle fingers.

go ahead. zoom in yourself and see. 3.2mp phone is for REAL one.

the xmas gift we left for Lego Education Centre in parkway highest level.

the juniors and i built it. just some 5-10 mins work on it. dumb and silly yes.

but when we left it beside the counter it was pretty nice. a nice ornament indeed.

desmond. my junior in cchs. grown alot through robotics. seen him evolved

from a follower to a leader now. do me proud in norway. (if u're gg)

The TEAM. with weiseng wearing my CREATIVITY shirt.

i didnt know it would be so appropriate when i chose

the shirt with the words CREATIVITY.

coincides with the award perfectly.

the UNcharismatic team.

and finally the award. a reassurance for us.

some people might think its no big shit. but there are times when

people dont get what they deserve.

we know who the true winners are. and we stand by the motto creativity and being innovative. clonning is a loserish way to win. loserish yes. but quite a sure way to win. not an insult nor a complement. its just how things work and how much you desire to win. but with integrity or not. its up to you.

to Faris: thanks bro for helping my juniors. cchs robotics is developing and im proud of them. bring me some international awards when you're there at norway with desmond ok? and theme song for fll 06? the stars wars song. attack of the clones. lol.