Good moring school. Here all the morning aNNOUNCements..

my class
real cool peeps i have in my class. real cool. i tink individually privately they r damn cool. damn got attitude. some r alr showing their flaws la.. or rather i can spot them alr. sad. but its not much of a big case.. so i hope i still can endure it for thw following two years.. everything we think of it.. it sounds so scary and serious.. the thingy about the class being together for two whole years. throughtout your whole jc life you are basically stuck with them. suffer and mug and play together. i hope it will be fruitful and pleasant. i'll contribute my fair share to fun! haha. anyway. i realised having 9 guys in class aint fun. seriously. used to admire thoes ppl with very very few guys in class. (proves im normal and straight) but now. i see the other side of it. you have lesser buddiess.. i mean seriously buddies.. or gay pals.. i mean im quite disturbed by it. ok maybe disturbed is too strong a word and might make myself sound gay.. but seriously. you got very limited guys to chill with la. as in gender male type of guys. its just diff when you chill with guys and with girls la. girls are girls. you cant chill with girls wad you whill with guys. with guys you're more carefree.. no restrictions of movements or speech. and that to me matters. since i can be MORE of myself. not that im not myself with girls.. but with girls you really gotta behave la. you cant be too offensive in your language.. you might simply offend them anytime without you actually intending o or without you knowing. thats the big deal. refer to henry's second recent most update (to this date). there.. he ATTEMPTS to define girls. haha. not very relavant to my main point tho. haha. anyway simply cos my class majority ARE girls. hell, its either i change. or they learn to adapt with me. haha. do i sound like im a bastard infront of girls? hell i think im expressing myself wrongly here. ok girls.. dont readd too much into this ok? just get to know me better. and pass your own judgement of me yourself. dont be affected by this or others perceptions of me. cos to some imma HOT GUY (well maybe to claire rebecca and claudia wahah).. to others imm even HOTTER so yea.. anyway as i was saying.. i would sincerely like to know my classmates better. each and everyone of them. currently i would say they are still quite dao but are slowly starting to socialize la. it doesnt matter who iniatiates it but i like the feeling of getting to know another person better. like.. bonding. its a fun and pleasant proccess esp if that person has similar likings or traits as you.. even better if this bonding process is reciprocal. i hate one sided talking sesssions.


friends
i miss my old friends. old meaning like you know them.. yet you seldom or rather less regularly as you used to come into contact with them. ok la. simply like primary sch or sec sch friends la. ok wait. i really hafta include previous jc's friends. thoes are solid man. 3 months time frame and you consider yourselves brothers and this brotherhood is actually comparable to thoes in sec sch which you took 2 years to establish kind. so i would say jc friend ship is fast and furious sia. short term period you become so close. POWER TAK? anyway i wan more more more and more friends la. you just cant get enough or too much of them.

cca
tj calls it personal development programme. pdp in short. sounds so chim. tho its a nicer term for cca. but we are like so accustomed to callin cca liao. so not quite used to calling pdp now. ok slowly i am la. gotta register real early lor. one thing i find a bug in this whole system is. if pdp's wanna have trials. esp sports.. shouldnt they like hold the trials way before the registration of the pdp? ok maybe some sports cca did do that but rock climbing nv. zz. like their selection is only on 12th april. whereas we're supposed to choose and register our pdp online like.. way before that. say i register rock climbing. but then for the selection trials i suay suay nv kena chosen den how? then wouldnt it be like. you're either in the club yet not in the team. or sth like.. in recreactiional grp? you neiher here nor there. so you like stuck in the middle of two realms. i dowan to have to be in recreactional grp. nor some small cca which is only referred to as an interest grp. so now i've registered rock climbing. but later if i not chosen den how?! i would consider quittin and like.. find another pdp where i can get first team action or maybe worst come to worst ( actually it aint the worst since i dun mind it) i will go join leo club. cos it sounds cool. and leo is cool. *tryin to rap like 50cents* so in this sense i think the system is rather screwed up la. i lose out since i no first three months experience in climbin. and the rest the 1st intakers alr have taken the level one selection test. they've learn more den me. climbed more den me.. beleh more den me ( how u spell) and bought their climbing stuffs alr. i havent lose. i lose out alot. so it would be unfair la. if they choose based on capabilities and im not chosen since i dont even have level one. or i dont even have enought practise or experience. so im condemmned to not join this cca since im not here for 1st 3 months? i wunt be chosen since i havent taken level one test? but the fact is how can i take level one test if im not in the cca? i mean im just preparing my arguments if im not chosen la. haha. if im chosen i will just shut my trap. badminton.. hockey.. vball.. co.. leo club.. tourism club................................ what i wanted, considered to join..

homework tests lecture.
haha. now so much group work thingy.. until we start bonding or rather until i start to open up and socialize and make friends.. i think i will have to try and suit in la. just follow with mood and groove and swayy your boodayye.. how i hope i coould be like in nanyang. where every corner i turn. i see a freind. i see someone i know. where they will say hi. and i will reply hi.. or i wave hi.. and they wave back.. sadly it aint the case here. i just dont know enough ppl la!!

peopls say we r the best.. i mean people say im popular and high profile in nanyang and stuffs like that ( sounds damn haolian. well actually cos i am) but when i come here. its like.. no such thing lehh. like.. who the hell are you thingy. and that feeling sucks la. like i moved out of my comfort zone.. and come here to slog it out. start all over again. and have to climb higher. others climbed at the same time together. so it was easier to climb up. but i have to climb alone. and soo much distance at that just to catch up. man i seriously hate the disadvantages i have when it comes to such things. not anyone fault really. just the srewed system la. but you say make away with first three months i also dowan.. but dun make away.. people like me suffer.. buttt.. am i the only one? i hope not. maybe im just too sensitive la..

arrr.. raining season.. arsenals through to c league. song bo. ultra sia.. hope they do win it. win the whole thing. omg then that would be total ownage. projectwork is cool currently.. real coooll.. but thats currently. who knows what might happen 5 months down the road? haha so long no dota liao. i miss my sa. my smokescreen.. man.. give me back my dota! i wanna backstab people!