screw. i lost my prev post abt how i missed trng just becos i had to insert kel's post for memory's keep sake. DAMN. I LOST MY self typed post. damn damn damn. it was a quite emo, quite nostalgic, quite bring out the feelin in everyone kind of post and i lost it. WTF!! man. im not gonna re-do the post man..

ok guys. i miss trng on wed. dun u? i miss it when on this wear-sch-uni day and quite slack lessons day, where everytime when the bell rings for lunch, i'd walk towards canteen. den tell my class mates " eh i put bag first" den i will end up pang seh'in them and eatin with the climbers. den it will be let ur hair down and cock session with the climbers.. whr we will watch what we eat.. cannot spicy cannot fried no pork no red meat shit. den we'll niao rj for not finishin his soup becos he scared pump later. den after tt walk back to sch for civics and contact time. if its mass den we'll just saunter back tgr and hang out tgr.. after civics or contact i'll walk briskly big steps light hearted to the b area. preparing myself for trng later. the nostalgic feeling of walkin from audi to b area with the feelin of havin trng later. gettin pysch up and all. den at b area. change clothes. den either take ball go zham net with jy or just stay in b area and wait for the " eh ban mat ban mAT!! " by bel ernest or ter. den u'll hear plooump plat plish shisssh thoes draggin sounds of the mats on the floor and the throwing of it on the floor.. den we'll just walk arund in circles in the puny bouldering area of ours and wait for proper trng. wait for philip. den ernest will go " guys two rounds warm up." den i'll drag myself to parade sqaure den we'll just go jog some tog. den stretching at parade sqaure. all thru out this with the process of niao'in ppl... from graham's jihong to limzy... (actually hor help me recall what topics we used to niao abt leh.. i kinda forgot last time our fav pick up line and our fav niao target liao.) now i only rmb limzy and SURE PRO.
anw when our standard nostalgic stretch whr we wil "take a seat".. i'll just let my eyes wonder around the sch lookin at things ppl do. i just rmb this scene whr we were doing butt stretch and i saw some truck unloading some sofa for the sc room with the sc ppl there standin arnd lookin at their new sofa. den we were like cockin abt whr they get thoes money from.. den i just rmb seein nabil den sparkin off so many random tots linking one no link thing to another like y they must hav sofa. whr they get money from. what is sc in the sch for.. y our b area no air con. y ours open space theirs they have a own closed private room.. kind of lame shits. den after stretching. we'll just walk back to b area expectin to see philip..

den philip will brief us. im always amazed by what he has to say or is going to say. e way he make his speech or e way he speaks.. den its real trng with the boulder traverse and then someone will go "whrs the dj?" den the 987 will start blastin with ong and leong and " hey girl i wanna catch ur wave.." den its just FUN boulderin and fun.. gosh. i think i dowanna go further. memories r memories. this r e past and will nv happen again. we cannot reverse back time. i always think like tt : if such things dun end. or if we dun haf a full stop to all this. will it be thus sweet for us to reminiscent abt after tt? will that be the value of missing these precious moments? i guess we need to move on with life. and painfully endure for this yearning and missing to slowly go away. tts how we learn. tts how life is?

man i miss trng. now i still must think what to do again after sch tmr. which well. could have been very well what i've described above.. now gotta find things to do for thoes supposedly-trng days alr... sigh