overnight in school now because climbing later got to run the 290 rounds around the track thingy.. i just finished individual titans. the night before last minute call me to replace ee pin.. im very willing but just that dont know if im up to it since i've train for it before.. but anyway its over. gota admit im damn disappointed about my results. very very. i feel like i've just flunked my mid yrs or sth like that. sianz. low morale again. anyway tmr is sports carnival. where i get to play soccer and volleyball and be a judge or belayer for thoes competing in climbing. so i get to compete and judge. compete part immmma so aim to win man. my soccer teams rocks. climbing part immma be a gooooooddddd and lovable judge. hahahahha. well. leave my spirits for the moment. just savouring the experience now of staying overnight in tjc. AND THE SPORTS CARNIVAL tmr. its so gonna be my day.

i ran 12km in one day. freaking tiring and exhasting. but i hope that after that painful ordeal my stamina would have at least moved one inch higher. but actually to really increase stamina is to run a lot regurlarly.. not one time sudden burst run so much. but who cares. pe is enough training for running.

i heard hc ppl say im arrogant. and that they kept on shooting me becos i am. and were laughing at me being shot. i dont think that is morally upright. in the freaking first place, i havent really heard of complaints that im arrogant. i might sound or appear to be. but maybe thats my expression problem. or maybe you've midunderstood me. cos the reaction when i told people about hc saying im arrogant. they were shocked. or rather. that is my hopeful reaction to get la. that you will be shock. im so guai and so tone down in tj and yet hc people just by a 10 mins interview with me say im arrogant. hell i gotta be FREAKING DAMN ARROGANT to release this aura of arrogance within 10 mins.

if you think you know me. or even if you dont. do tag and say if im arrogant. i hope i get tags like HC IS SO WRONG IN SAYING DARREN IS ARROGANT

however, if responses show i am, i shall change. *copy paste from projectwork PI*

and because of that, plus my LOW NO. OF VOTEs. im in danger zone in getting in hc. lol. frankly, even if i get into hc. under such situations of them mistaking me as arrogant and with so low popularity. i rather want out. i rather not be in hc man. this whole issue sincerely demoralises me as a living human being and i feel im worse than a dog and better off being dead. no one likes me. boohoo.

what an irony, considering i heard ppl saying my chances of gettin hc is high, esp so after my speech. i thought i got the audience. but since they claim that i have low voters, then i thought wrong. kengmun told claire i confirm get in after i did my speech. lol. its either im so deluded and that kengmun is blind and deaf, or it would be my stupid fault for forgetting to mention my name throughout the speech. then again, it could be perhaps i just suck and nth makes a difference.

quick, msg me email me sms me or call me to say you love me. darren has no morale now.