5hrs of non-stop lit. Man am i sick of lit. And king of the castle. And facing the com. Thanks to my group people. Haha.

5hrs of non-stop lit. Man am i sick of lit. And king of the castle. And facing the com. Thanks to my group people. Haha.

5hrs of non-stop lit. Man am i sick of lit. And king of the castle. And facing the com. Thanks to my group people. Haha.

5hrs of non-stop lit. Man am i sick of lit. And king of the castle. And facing the com. Thanks to my group people. Haha.

5hrs of non-stop lit. Man am i sick of lit. And king of the castle. And facing the com. Thanks to my group people. Haha.

today was sports day. the 4 schools combined meet.

well its annual and it takes place every year. only thing i know is, i did attend it last year. well it was due to robotics. yups. Sedrc. the one which i got champion. anglican got second. and faris got 3rd! :) haha. thoes robotics days. seems so far now. how i wish they won't limit it to secondary schools. meaning even maybe jc's will accept robotics and start to go into thoes competitions. if this really happens. hell am i gonna get famous and lead my jc to be known as the PRO ROBOTICS JC. haha. provided sin hong, lionel, faris, baoling and rain's gang wont join. haha. then it will be thrash. haha enough of robotics. whats robotics?!

today's sports day. a few observations.. ( famous quote by mr soon. ) no much sun. aint as jialat as years before. and. well. our sch did unexpectedly well! :) congrats cchs track peeps. job well done. perhaps your new coach is good and mr khoo's in his peak! haha. well. we raped quite alot of awards. mainly field. track side.. ehh.. i should just say they lack a runner like me and kai yi! :) haha. let me tell u.. i primary join inter sch annual athletes meet ok. ( but nv win anything) anyway. kaiyi won a div 800m dunno 3rd or 4th. that's a very goood feat ok. so if i join.. haha. i will rape all thoes short distance running. dont believe me? check my shuttle run record.. 8.9 sec. :) ( y i so bhb and hL?)

after sports day. just simply went to princess to watch the eye10 with wengseng and yenyang. ws that wuss. he dont dare watch. we went to check out the time.. then this happened:

daarren " i dowanna watch son of e mask.."
yy" watch the eye lor.. i olso wan watch it anywae.."
ws" dowan lar!! i scared la! i will scared one.. i dun dare watch horror shows.."

the conversation was something like that sort. main thing. ws onli watch movie 3 times. 2 times horror one time thriller.. ones ju-on with boon yee ones robot with xianglong. man. imagine how much me and yy had to persuade that ass to watch the eye and not e gay son of e mask show. 5bucks. which is the real reason why we went to bedok princess.. all the way from national stadium some more. haha

after the show.. we went back. man is that show gay. hell.. its a comedy. not a horrow show. guaranteed a laugh. really. go watch it. you'll get what i mean. and our audience, was cool! hp rang. ppl shout "close ur hp la" den another retorted.. " off la.. close.." haha.. funny.

and after that show here i am. wantin to do some hw later. man i do wish i really own a creative zen micro. and another thing. i realize how impt looks can be. and how i wished i was born an eye- candy. well since im not. i'll try to be one. but not ACT like one. and i will try not at the expanse of affecting other stuffs. like results? i mean like.. having to go to some high class salon to cut your hair every month is riduculous. call me a miser. i call it practical. and realistic. that's me. i learnt all these from faris and john. tho they dun teach it openly. i just realise u have to live life like that. my choice, my way. another thing. to act poser and a eye-candy is seriously pathetic. draw others with your character and attitude if you are not getting the attention from your looks. i dowanna go so explicitly into it. someone minght think im insulting or insinuating them. wells. im innocent and frank.

ok so yea bye. may gob bless me with the exam mode soon. i want to be more studious and guai guai!

frs over. one week hols over. common test agot all my marks le.. cept ss.. not well done.. not well done.. but i noe i studied.. i mean.. i felt confident after e tests. but. well. ave of each subject onli like reachin 60. man tt's pathetic. zixuan and yenyang did so well. wells. hapy i made fwens wid diff schs in robotics. haha. mainly i guess its fuhua. sinhong and lionel. man r they cool. ppl hu defeat me. now i noe them. i wun forget them. i tink. and. i seriously hope robotics will nv be e same after noe'in them. went to play soccer wid dunman high ppl twice liao.. quite cool. i like ee pin's defendin.. and dehnail's attackin and play make.. haha. i lyk both of them in my team. and faris e keeper.. :) nice saves.. tho sum super stupid blunders. haha. anywae.. may god let me swtich baq to studies mood fast.. im slackin alot now.. CANNOT AR! haha. robotics sad memories. i dun understand e misunderstandin bit one part. faris. wenxian. ryan. i tink herng yih too r behind me. i seriously dunno hus e culprit and dun wish to noe. dunno how tings will work in da future. all is one big misunderstandin. if im in e wrong i apologise. but i wanna noe where did i go wrong. when ppl dunno where they go wrong. chances are. they did nth wrong. and even if they nid. they want and nid to be corrected. but hell no do i noe wheere i went wrong. freak it. im sorry. im sad im down. and i wan things corrected. no one's takin action. how can i start? when i started and received no actions? arrgh. robotics over. hope and tink i wun touch it anymore anywae.. wells. STUDIES! SEC4!!. wahhh!! stress!! i lyk sis's new zen micro.. i like my new fwens.. i wan a cooler hair.. i more cool attitude wid fwens.. and i wan to be more into the eexam mode.. may god bless me and guide e way..

i am so stressed.

sometimes you go through life like it's nobody's business. like as though when you are grown up. well then you are at this certain age. people deem you as: yar you get do aeverything and anything on your own now. not that i'm against that. or i like that freedom. but. guess i'm still not used to it?

it's nobody's fault. really. its just how things happen. how things change. how you change. how you grow. how you think and how your character is. guess i'm just like that. kinda pointless here. saying all this. its like i'm getting no where. frankly.

again i stress i don't like to reveal much here. so if you find i beat about the bush alot and that you won't get what i'm trying to drive at. well anyway. that's your business. not mine. so you can close this window now. well. unless you ARE very kpo. you can always ask me whats hapenning. maybe i'll tell you. but then again. maybe not. ^)~ <-- meant to be a sarcastic smile.

life's tough now at this stage. i used to think the way miss lim's treaing us in primary school is stressful and inhuman. well, now i realise.

i wish last night wouldnt end that way. i hope it sorta. lasted. stretched. pulled. extended. that. the night would go on. but no. it. faded away.

i felt so much better after lat night. everything was regurgitated. it was all vomitted out. everything came out. residues were left behind. as they were stuck to the walls of my intestine. unless i get under the knife, it would probably stay there. stay there way. i dont mind going for an operation. but. who's the one operating on me matters.

i shall change if i need to. i shall mature. i shall grow up. i shall do constructive things. i shall be he one people look up to me and say, " gee.. i wanna be like him.." just like.. how i have this feeling for others. guys. gals. well. some. but i cant think of who. except. miss lim, miss low miss wendy? for guys. :P dowan tell u hu i admire leh.. haha. sounds so gay.

if you cant comprehend the above message. it's because i study literature. it's becuase i beat about the bush. it's because you are not me. it's because my language sucks. it's because i;m unable to express myself. it's becuase i dont want others to know how i feel and think. i tink perhaps. yenyang. at this point. he pops in my head. and another person. i'm not saying who. only they now how weird how eccentric how strange i am. haha.

de ja vu. massacre. dilenma. i like these words.

ps: read and forget. dun ask me or anything. dun judge my character or past comments on me abt dis post. read and forget. dun look at me and go thru in ur head wad i;ve written. kip ur ols stupid image of me. and dun change it.

lols. after exams. can i relax juz abit?? let me play awhile lar. ct study everyday sia.

anywae thru ct was studyin everyday.. den dunno results wil show not.. haha chi nv hit 80 leh.. zz.. guoming say ah kay say thoes nv hit 80 veh suc.. guess i suc.. i hope i do well in a maths tho..

after ct thursday play ball wid yenyang wengseng and yong teck.. veh farnie.. den xiang long justin pat haojun erica jason ka ching chong ji and others i dunno lar.. came baq to sch to play soccer.. den i dowan pangseh yy so i nv play wid them..

after dat go cut hair.. omg.. yy cut until super shuai.. den took me alot to convince him.. cos he say he not used to his "few" hair.. cos norm his hair rili thick.. now layer liao he not used to it..

next day go sch.. yu chih told me everyone in class took 3 mins.. ( apparrently she said she even time it) to scrutinise my hair. going wahhh so shortt!! can see ur scalp here!! wahh!! y u cut hair!! den i noe laypeng yiying and cecilia group sure say my behind part.. say ehh! tt looks better den ur strawberry.. dey call me dat last time cos my hair behind used to look lyk it.. tho i strong disagree.. anywae everyone was lyk quite full of praises for yy's new hair cut.. they say cool lar. and nice new lookout cos seldom so short and so FEW.. haha.. den mine was.. well mostly ppl was tinkin i shudnt cut cos now can see skin and hair.. lol..

badminton pilot pen.. sian facing monfort's captain and another person i dunno hu.. but i noe e captain.. go on papers summore cos of badminton.. pek chi leong.. lol how to win sia.. monfort always fers in isngapore for badminton.. hais... its on monday anywae.. ben say its on friday.. den friday go acs i and zuo bo.. onli see guoming play.. he won sia.. win sum dun wad jc guy.. guoming next round play against ashik.. his old fwen in sba.. now in grenview.. they used to play alot in e court.. den guoming say now go second round can joke and play in the court olso again..

...happy?...

once again.. next week tuesday to friday.. 8.30am to 5.30om at sci ctr.. ROBOT WARS>. haha

woah. today. like wad yen yang said. is very HIGH. i'm not really sure why. but he claims today to be HIGH perhaps because alot of events? alot of fun things and events happening. personally, its so-so. just a normal day. guess i experienced more action-packed days? anyway, lets "hui wei" what happened today. ( recently i find it weird to blog. because you'll never know who would be reading this and actually knowing part of your life. man am i a hermit. i rather live alone. :)

so well. today ELIT COMMON TEST. oh man. they said its on themes. focus on chpater3 onwards. probably no love. but hell it was a two part question and its test based. based on the act5scene1 when viola,orsino and antonio are brought together. they ask what is happening in the play. at first i was like. diao. how to do. sians. so i just shit vomit regurgitate pour out everything i could. this usually aint good. though it looks good in length. hope i wont flop it. really. i woke up in the monrin5 and slept only at like 1 or 2 last night. just to get thoes themes into my mind. and come out. i dont know should use themes to answer a not. but i just whack with every theme i had studies.

Pe was like floor ball. wah i tell u floor ball is fun la. ok. i rank ar sports games introduced to me right. i mean through school's style of PE. i really liked volleyball ( mr tay teach gay style of serving- hell no i wont and never used that kind of service ) table-tennis and of course floor ball. during primary school it had to be captains ball. i mean im so hoping that they will organise a captains ball tournament. where its up to u to form team regradless race,sex,age. then i probably will find primary school people to form team. haha. i dont know why la. but everytime we have chalet or camps or barbeques we often and almost everytime played captains ball. its like one game we bond espcially well together and we played quite good at. occasional conflict at most. otherwise the boys and girls really mix well. of course i keep my distance with girls being the gentleman i am. i dont touch them or even let the hair of my skin land on thier skin. oh man. thats conservative. but! i always play so well and keep scoring. hais.

back to it. floorball really fun. i dont really kknow how to describe it. but you know when you get the ball. its like you need to control it and you really need to know how to pass straight. thus scoring and passing really aint easy. the ball on the ground one minute with you. the next minute you feel a bunch of people using thier sticks (whatever they call it) and coming hard on ur legs. like what weng seng will say " wo gen ni ping le! " wah liao. attack legs not ball. oh my god. later boths legs of mine got bruises. i try to dribble. hold possesion onto the ball. got play cheat like using legs to do cross over. haha. people get scrrwed when u do that on the ball. actualy cannot use legs. but a few times i use my leg to stop ball instead of that bloody stick. my " qiu gan " not there yet. like long hard pass right. i cannot even stop ball well. let alone run with it. man its fun thinking of it. like how today we played. zixuan played not bad i think. wengseng too. yong teck was keeper and yen yang was alongside me and zixuan. steal my ball passed by zixuan some more. and he even scored!

after school got concert. lol. mini concert by lin guan yin? some taiwan singer promoting her new album and songs. she said she wanted to challenge sun yanzi and jay chou! oh man. she sing sunyanzi song not as good as the latter. but her version of "kai bu liao kou" from jay was not bad. should get her album. trust me. nice music. the background instrumental music did its part. the singer expressed herself well. you know like times when introduction? and the singer aint singing yet? parts like this u hear the background song. and hers was nice. i dont know whether she composed herself not but its nice. like jay's type. you just hear jay chou's music when he not singing. i mean the way he compose it is nice itself. its nice without a singer already. and some more with a voice rapping to it its super nice. just like her wad " huo xing qiu ren" whatever album. the music nice. wad "xiong shou" u hear nice soothing soft paino music. then suddenly " bang bang!" gun shots. scared e freaking hell out of me. the sudden increase in loudness shocked me. and i think it was well composed. her voice is nice. not bad really. buy the album! i was so tempted and motivated to get it man. pengkai got it. let me burn from him!

chinese inter school debate was held in the new classroom highest level. woah. DUNMAN HIGH vs CHUNG CHENG. song bo. super nice. wengseng say " hen nong de zong guo qiang" cant help agreeing. its like. more than half were prc. lol. thier chinese ultra chim. i witnessed the whole thing. man was it good. but when jinjuan spoke, my hair was on its ends. so screechy. the sec3 guy wasnt bad in reading from his speech. but without speech. there he went. back to singaporean chinese. quite anti climax. i loved it when he was reading off a script. so fluent and "chee-na" type. and he doesnt over do it. unlike some people la. like the dunmanhigh first speaker. cannot make it. not that he cannot make it. he was better than me in fact but to be teamed with other 3 non-singaporeans group members, he simply stood out ( i mean sound out ) and was like a thorn among the roses. because his team members ascent of chinese was so strong. while his was like. james. yes. CCHS SEC4bn JAMES. they are so unlike. i thought james was speaking when the first speaker was speaking. man am i not putting them down. but. they can speak well. but they articulate such that they try to "slang" in a chinese fashion. and man its that disgusting. just hear singaporeans trying to slang la. some people really cannot make it. sarah can. wilbur no. really. good english good vocab good usage. but his articulation simply puts me off. and a lot of others. you see when he talk, just listen to how wengseng can scrutinise until like as though wilbur's not human.

next week full b;ast common test. cant help for it to be over. so that first robotics singapore is ON! march hols at science centre see secondary schools and jcs and millenia institute battle it out on robots. real robots with real high voltage electricity and built by scrap materials. its a splitting image of robot wars. the whole senario. really. you just have to catch it. and since im participating. the more you should go support. support me, not the god damn dead robot.

haha. for once lets just blog about how life in school is man. because i just finished reading wengseng's blog. its quite funny and expressive lar. as though u are really there and experiencing all that. well. its cool la. who says blogging is lame shit. improves ur composition skills alright! haha.

anywae. today in sch. half day thanks to the dragon babies of the year 88. i have always respected them and admired them. i don't know why. but i think thoes people are damn talented and intelligent in thier own way. really. just hang out with one or two of them and you'll know. well. 1989 batch aint bad either. but. 1988 people are really cool. haha. so half day released early. nothing much happened. except during pccg or english. chan choo form teacher took us. well she brought this really stupid clay-charcoal shit facial spa to class. a blue tube with white cap. and e content is black. eew. u applt that on your face. it gives off a smell of. like. u know how new plastic things smell like? yar that kind.

a girl and a boy is chosen to try out that really stupid silly product chan choo brought. actually it aint stupid and silly. really interesting actually. zhang ren soccer pro prc super nice and quite close to me cos well. he endured all robotics competitions with me. not mentioning wro. world robotics olympiad. where competitiors stay in downtown east chalet. people from all over the world. cool right? you go next door perhaps there's this super cute japanese girl. and u go in and ai shite ru. and she slaps you face. haha. damn why is my thinking so like wengseng after reading his blog? i even seem to type like his style now. oh wells. so zhang ren and ngee ann aka hsiang ling tried it out. chan choo say takes only 5 minutes to dry. and we left about 15 mins to lesson end. so those chosen were rather relucntant to put the shit on the face.

end up. it took much more den 5 mins to dry. chan choo bluffed them. haha. then almost everyone left. left chan choo trying to like. jiang gong su zui. make up for her lying. haha. she said she felt like 5 mins. well. how can be 5 mins lor. in the end hsiang half peeled half washed it off. zhang ren waited patiently. because he had nothing on. while ngee ann has to go somewhere to eat?

then later water bottle war henry me and wengseng. god damn lame. i just like using either joy's niike water bottle or yong teck's water bottle to squirt at other people. man its like so damn fun. as the water gushes out from the opening. haha. then we walked out together and carried on playing. haha. joy shot water at my back. wait before we walk out. i go toilet. wengseng also follow. i saw alot of wet tissue on the wall. must have been some people playing in the toilet just now. so i had this idea. hey fun. wengseng went to do his business. unzip his pants. den i HAHAHA. i take some toilet paper and wet it. den i knew i had to do it. wengseng knew it too. he said " dun force me to use my hand gun!" i guess you know what it is. haha. so then i wanted to just throw somwhere near him. and i did. landed right next to him on the wall. HAHA! i just wanted him to dodge it and let his urine just spray outside. then i can laugh. but no. but anyway i bet his pants are wet with his urine and his hands must have it too! haha. you know. when his whole body haf turned towards me. how can he concentrate where he's shooting?

today fredrick's birthday. haha oh man. i at sch bus stop kana scolded by him. he came to me and say " happy birthday' i was like. " huh oh its your birthday!" then he said " you forgotten you bastard" haha. i felt so guilty on the bus. henry knows. anyway. tomorrow's lit. -For the rain it raineth everyday. Feste