... hais... wanted to go !!! and started off the entry wid a ... birght note? but well.. cantt... it doesnt suit how i am feelin now.. now as in nite 11.25 friday nite... supposed to be last day of sch for sec sch students.. but well... not my sch... not my level.. wells... i stiu gotta endure and put up wid sch for lyk.. 2 more weeks? well.. it aint tt tough or impossible.. but its lyk.. i am so busy.. busy wid wad u ask.. well.. namely robotics. ( i noe dis word nv fade away in my life) badminton.. and of cos studies.. not to mention the craps and rubbishes i haf enrolled and joined and participated durin the hols. for eg.. the obs.. well.. i not too sure abt tt yet. cos sch hasnt given us ay info.. but anywae.. obs.. outward bound sch.. e overseas trip tingy.. goin to vietnam to learn abt thier RICH culture.. lol.. and err... not to mention i will me missin out my sch's sec3 camp.. well dis camp will be help for e fers time.. and i will def turn up if i can.. but i got WRO.. yes i noe.. its tis three damn letters always.. so i miss my sch's sec3 camp for wro. how great. and well.. becos of my obs and my vietnam trip.. i prob wuldbe missin out in my pri sch's chalet.. 6aa.. aww.. how sad.. as much as i wan to go.. i cant go.. well.. strangely. i am not doin anything abt it.. well cos if it was the younger me.. i wuld haf made sum noise and made sum arrangements for me to turn up at the chalet. but dis time? well.. if it doesnt clashes.. i attend.. clash den too badd.. and.. i sorta haf dis minor regrettion ( is dere such a word?) to signin up for the vietnam trip. fersly cos its in the middle of nowhere.., and i haf to miss my pri sch chalet. and tho i want to go wro. i hate it for clashin wid my sec3 camp. i cant let her go into e same group wid wanwuei.. no dat cant happen.. imma suppose to make sure dey dun get too close.. but WRO!! arrgh.. well.. wroo.. i done nth much.. its rili stressin.. cos its drawin nearer.. its next SAT!! nov6. e day i look forward to.. tinkin of it makes me all nervous.. tinkin of havin to compete wid pplfrm other countries.. and not to mention the sec schs in s'pore.. its tough enuff u noe.. wid fuhua rulang and admiralty.. ( y do i kip mentionin dis few schs when it cums to robotics?) and yet u goota go add on thoes other countries ppl.. i nv noe hu i will be competin against wid. ppl. support me well ya? pon ur sec3 camp if u hafta. its worth it. watch me win the wro. haha. as u can see and guess.. deres no gusto and i feel quite low on confidence.. unless sum1 start givin me encouragement.. i feel i will juz crumple.. i juz dun receieve the support i deserve.. i am representin s'pore.. hELLOO... and i stiu gotta worry for my re test!!!! physics and a maths. oh well.. i am not doin well in my studies.. improvement.. ya.. but not alot.. i wanna go mavis for tuition. i nid tuition.. i nid to stop robotics.. i nid to go for badminton trng.. next yr jan is the tournament season again.. and i m stiu here stuck in robotics season.. and exams season is dere SPLAT rite in the middle of everything. freak dis arrangement man.. had dis been stretched out thruout e yr.. i wuld feeel less stress.. my tama nid a mate.. when can i go connect wid her man.. haiss.. i dowan it to die.. muz carry on e generation line den can die!!! arrr!!! weihong say 12 yrs old or so will die le... mine 10 le!!! 2 days!!! how to mate within 2 days now.. do i rili hafta say "YES i am lonely" to mrs busybody the matchmaker? well... i hope not.. but hey// its meant to releive stress.. but ironically i feel stress over it.. so lets see... wad do i hafta worry and stress and go abt doin wid? 1. wro 5-6 nov.. 2. re exams wk afta wro. 3. packin for vietnam and obs.. (hey whens derek invitin me to his bdae party.. is he rili gonna leave me out juz lyk tt ? i wanna see his younger sister again!!!!boohoo.. not fair!!!!!! he invites everyone excepts ME!!!!) hey will i miss xinghua 6aa chalet anywae? i hoope not.. 4.. well... 4 is badminton.. coach rili not happy and angry and dpressed dat i am not attednin training.. hey i got robotics and i nid to go training for badminton.. how to handle? sian larr.. guide me leh... i am soo freakin stress... will sum1 juz sms me.. or call me anyday after 7 on my hp or juz tok to me on msn or send me a mail on fwenster or hotmail and tell me wad to do? tml sat.. monrin go xinghua do robot... afternoon robot... evenning i wan go coach bbq at marina bay.. haiss.. i stiu muz study for exams! man i kip forgettin.. my re exams arr... i muz pass arr.. i cannot fail again sia... pls larr... free me off sum of dis f******** stuffs lar.. i am busy enuff le lar.. holiday.. knn lar holiday... is she dao'in me now? i hope not. i am tinkin of herr.. opps?!

whaaha.. life is so sian.. so lil ting to do. i am so coooped up at home.. hais.. i juz got a tamagotchi.. quite boring.. i juz wan it to loo very cute tt's all.. but i dun even noe how to control it to look the way i want.. haiss.. aloy bot new shoes.. pulsado. . blackwhite.. 69.. lol kana cheated.. zx bot dcschoe bag.. so ex.. 55.. siao rite.. 55 for a bag.. looks very very nice tho.. but doesnt suit him.. they r juz not made for each other.. zx shud carry sling bag.. he looks lyk a red turtle carryin tt big slackerrr bagg.. wells.. fwenster 's quite cool.. i juz got no foto to upload onto it.. well.. i seldom take fotos.. when was e last time i tooka neoprint? was is wid misslim and george and my sis? well i dunno.. it muz hafbeen durin my pri sch days.. i hardly tak fotos.. excited abt e vietnam trip.. looks quite cool.. but not my type of and gang and ppl r goin tho.. 4-8 dec.. well.. i wan e goin overseas trip exp wid e sch.. so i went wid zx.. wahah. shes goin.. we r gonna share a room! lols.. we'll see.. wro 's drawin nearer.. and i am gettin more and more tensed and stress up.. i haf done so lil.. well.. at fers i was so into wro and so confident of gettin an award.. an international award at that.. but well.. at dis rate.. if i can complete e robot itself its gd enuff.. let alone perfect it to defeat other countries robot.. i am so hard up on cash.. am i savin for my parents or am i stingy? i dunno. i dun tink i am stingy.. i juz dowanna be a spendthrift and i wanna save money to put inside e bank.. so naive of me.. and becos of dat.. i got a feelin everyone haf the ffeeelin dat i am money minded and so unwillin to open my wallet.. well.. so be it.. i guess i cant change tt impression.. u cant expect me to start over spendin now do u? maybe i shall cut down on goin out? i dunno.. i rili nid wenbo herngyihs wister james and wee zhuns help for WRO!!! not to mention xinghua , victoria and tribal studioz.. haiss... ROBOTICS!!! i am so STRESSSED!!! wanna noe more? go www.wroboto.org .. its held in s'pore an its a world event.. i will be stayin at costa sands resort thru out the comp.. woot.. meetin sum jap gals and thai gers yea? haha.. siao! me gd bouy.. i go for exp.. not for anything else.. anywae.. gers are not into robotics.. i juz hope fuhua and admiralty sec dun outdo me. i wil hate dat.. anywae.. its the hols soon.. can i enjoy myself? but not neglect her as well? haiss..

add me on fwenster... and write a testimonial for me... wan scold scold.... wan praise praise... eoy cuming le... sianz...robotics maintained second best robot performance... damn honoured... not very easy to achieve... so pls gib me chance to hL abit... worked hell lot for dis... tks to tribal studioz VS TCH and XPS... and thoes hu helped me do decoration for booth design... and most imptly my team members... dis time no more International Robotics Olympiad Competition le... change to WRO... World Roboics Olympaid... same same ting... but i hope i win dis yr... next yr stiu got FRS... First Robotics Singapore... dis yr i lost to fuhua again... not quite happy wid Admiralty for winning Championship Award when theu dun deserve it at all... and of cos... feeelin painful and unjust for Xinghua... hope miss lim haf a gud life ahead... and meet lesser "xiao ren"... anyway tks Mr Gilbert, Oliver and Miss Wendy... hope Bert haf a happy married life... While Mr Oliver and Miss Wendy will settle down soon... lol...

--PEACE OUT--

eee. blogger changed e layout again. man. its quite weird... dad brot home another com 17-inch monitor screen sia... windows 2000... havent check out speed cos i havent tried it yet... muz reset the user password... den ummore muz link the cable for internet... haha now got four usable coms le... all wid internet... song bo...

interclass vball end le... gR got second... muz apologise to xiujie, songxi, fangyi and most of all henry... sorry i let u down henry... sorry i so sore loser xiujie songxi and fangyi... i ap dere sia... maybe cos jiayu walked off juz lyk tt... den made us feel... or... f-ed up? den i kp dere... sorry... i shudnt haf said thoes words... hope u all will forgive me... i hope we noe jiayu's reason tho and settle it... cos he ought to explain i tink... for henry... im very sorry... he's takin it real hard... its rili my fault... i rili dare not face him.. hope he perks up soon and dun kip dao;in e class...

bball gr in finals liao... sianz... wad to say? sure fers wad... interestin part is the sch team vs 3gr part... tt part muz watch... hope it will be fun and cool... wid no disputes wadsoever...

interr badm... damn lot of ppl enthu... no nid to sae all thoes readin dis olso quite anticipatin abt it... anywae... i dun haf MUCH info abt it... except for now (updated) miss low sae onli can use every wed for the next three weeks to finish all the matches... so muz reduce to THREE MATCHES (ONLY!) and 7 POINTS (ONLY!!) for THREE SETS... man... how to play lyk tt... and dere's dis shockin news... sec3 ALL CLASSES JOINING!!!!! omg... no merge or wad... all joinin makes 12 classes... how to finish within three days... arrgh... dunno how to arrange the fixtures summore... prob will be 6-6... two grps den two 2 frm each group to semi final... den fite it out... but it will take long... den dis week napfa summore... den i dowan drag so long later end year liao... hais.. so troublesome... when got news i will spread... k? dun kip buggin me unless u all rili wanna noe wad's happenin...

yay... i got my lp baq le... yay... but stiu muz buy zinc sling bag sia... tho i saved up quite alot le (cos nv go out for lyk 1 month le?) so haf lots of money now to buy e bag... but i dowan spend it unwisely... wad i tokin abt... i mean i muz save abit lar... cannot too spendthrift... if can dun buy bag den dun buy... later tcher realise den malu sia... wid my lousy results.. i will get SUAN'ED man...

napfa cumin... tink its on wed? gonna beat personal record... muz hit full marks... and 2.4 hopefully within 9-10 mins... i rili rili hope i hit 9mins plus... i muz do it man... the rest... i onli hope shuttlerun can 8seconds plus and pull up can do 20 plus... all dis my aim... no pressure... :P

arr... hw and studies arrr... i am damn slack... i rili wan to after sch go sumwhere and do hw den revise wid sum1 leh... hu willin to be my partner... haha... find a place den tell me leh... can can... hope sum1 rili responds...

fototakin today... i fers time went it club foto sia... sec1,2 nv go... dis yr u see my face pop up in it club... i wanna see it cos i stuck out my tongue... and i rolled my eyes up... heh... hope it turns out cool and i dun rili care how i look lyk le... sec1 sec2 muz kanchion kanchion go toilet make hair 30mins den go take foto... dis yr? aarrrg heck ar... go concourse the wind blow lyk shit i olso lazy care how my hair will look lyk...

NJRC!!! I MUZ START SOOONN!!!! anywae i guess i'll engage 3ep ppl to help me do design for booths dis year... as usual... mingfeng charina... hope got ppl will help me dis yr... cos i am goin for the champs man...

after sch very sian dis days... no one to go home wid... and nth to do at home... hais...

wenjin: u lousy balance dun blame me... anywae i wasnt wavin to u so y did u look at me man... BHB...

jinyu: haha inter class badm no kick la... i dowan play... zhong guo dui rawks leh... sure win de lor... all top top top... sian lor... so vball gib others a chance den badminton olso muz "let water" abit ma... so i dowan play... :P

van: haha give and take ma... they take vball we take bball lor... haha...

mich: dis yr ar... hmms... go on tv very throw face... i rather go on newspaper... my new target...

life. haha cool huh? lets see... been restraining myself from coming to blog... dunno y ar... den cum online msn... hoping for sum1 to chat to me... sadly... no one ever does... lonely guy... haha... so... beeeen damn long since i updated my own blog... dunno wad to say or where to start from... try to put down as much as possible... everything tt's been happening in my life. known to cute sec1 gals... i believe tt's wad i wanna admit... frm guides... so cool... but they got the wrong perception? they... jump into... i mean... they are imature and haf yet to grown up... guess i can tink more now... abt... bgr? nah... i dun lyk the words stead bgr and all dis shit... its nonsense... i guess i am realising how i rili feel now... i tink... dis is me... last time's the past... i dnno how much i can forget... i juz hope memory stays within me... (wad derek used to say) but yet i wan to forget the past... its such an irony... i dunno wad im sayin... anywae... i cut hair le... joemail... muahaha... its the when i cut my hair did i noe of dis two gers... got thier no... den... started contactin... but... guess isnt endin very well... i told them... wrong to stead... and muz be guai and all dis and dat... den... i told them... i already haf one? and... they changed... 180 degrees... haha... rili... juz dao juz lyk tt... contacts last time was sms;in lyk 50 a day? to now... no sms... haha! i'm a good boy (tryin to say it in weng seng's voice)... anywae... tt's tt.... inter class... bball gr continue to reign... table tennis we are out... lost to bn... 3-2... volley ball... we won jt... lost to dl-cr juz today... dun tok abt it... i almost flared up today... i dunno y... i juz got dis f-kin bs feeelin wid everything around me... i almost wanted to slam sth in class... but hey... tt's not me... i muz be myself... u got see darren so angry b4 meh.. dun haf wad... so i dun spoil the image... haha... den i went home alone... ALONE... is dis the frist time? or second... xiao hang wanted to -hais- again... so i left on my own... i hope jiaxi wengseng zixuan and xiaohang dun go overboard... ( i guess they already are) they are over doin it... even xiang long;s scarin me now... dun worry... i wun be lyk them... i hope... i try as much not to go bad k? studies... i stiu am slackenin... i dunno wad's the prob... i dunno y... i study... but... its juz not within me... last sundays cip was cool... old folks... ar ar sia... so cool... i helped out abit.. better den ws zx... did nth except ask for cedar gals no... i onli got add to the crowd and stand behind them while they ask for the no... i am innocent! i lyk  bouys... i dun lyk gals... haha!... anywae... racial harmony day... we ought to be second... tt's the dark story behind everything... but i lasy say... juz to let u all noe 3cr did not deserve the second prize.. the tcher messed tings up... and cr got second... shud be us one... so nvm... we let 3cr... anywae baq to today's inter class volleyball... pcb... we lose rili tks to sum ppl in the team... damn f up wid them sia... not dat anything... but thier form today sucked... SARK BIG SHIT... we culd haf won dl-cr... so wad if deres song xi xiu jie and fang yi? hell to them... we culd haf won... i swear... haf i taken jiayu's position... i bet i can play better den him... arrrgh... enuff... i din prove myself today anywae... tks to that gigantic freak hittin the ball into the net everythime... altho i culd haf easily hit it over... ARRRRRGH... first ever ball match 3gr boys haf lost... firsT! bball and soccer we dunno the word "LOSE" now... we noe... nvm next match against hm-fg... watch out man... i f-in swear i gonna smash... i hope i can aim to... and hit the head of sum idiots of thoes classes... anywae.. deres badinton interclass.. kinda hope ALOT ALOOT ALOT of ppl join... so it will be cool... first time organize... dunno how it well turn out... and... i am behind everything! COOL huh? gib me support kkk? dun disrupt the competition pls... anywae... doubt im playin... i'll juz umpire... i wanna watch ppl play and learn... (LOL) and... guide them if possible and watch the tension and atmoshpere,,, i hope deres supporters screamin thier heads off... well... tt's all i guesss... my life's changin... im slackin in badminton... NJRC cumin up... pppl hu noe me... wish me luck... i gonna rawk njrc AGAIn DIS YEAR. FARIS>.. second and first dis year?? lol... NJRC CHALLENGE OUT!!!!!!!! TIME to rawk the ROBOTICS WORLD>>. i gonna go on TV AGAIN... nah... no one's gonna watch anywae... BYE... chem test tml... nv study much... cos they sae easy 3 qns... hope i can do well... bye ppl...