Monday, January 31, 2005

ytd sunday. learnkang sms me tell me he restring racket le. he nv call me go wid him. sad. mornin i stay home online. den go cut hair wid meimei. she cut nice la. thinner and less hair. look less messy and more lyk a good gal. better and more studious image. i cut wid her lorh. i waste money go cut. veh short liao stiu cut. lol. dunno y olso. cut for shuang. so cheap nia. haha. cum sch. dey realized i cut. not lyk sum ppl cut liao no one can tell de. dat one damn waste money. i see not bad la. got ppl say nice. zx say so-so. great words of praisin man. pa tell me say church ppl miss me. lol i thick skin onli. how sad. i dun feel lyk goin. dunno y. not used to it la. dat time sunday they play badminton at hougang sports hall. thoes folks stay in bukit batok bukittimah area leh. cum all e way here to play. at fers real tempted to go. but im determined to cut all contacts wid them. in case im supposed to go church again. or feel obliged to. or even worse. get myself so messy over whether or not to convert. well. its over. anywae. hope they wun feel sad or bad abt me goin church. they tink i angry wid them for bein forced to go church. fersly im not forced to. secondly y shud i be angry wid them. lol. i wanna thank them for tt nice and unforgettable experience. esp the youth dere. they rawk. ppl lyk ivan and casey. shall blog abt them sum other time. now my racket restring le. can thrash tamp sec le. our main aim on thursday 3-2-05. we win. we proceed next round. we lose we drop out from e fers round. so yar. i wanna wear my new jack purcell leather shoes to sch. so tempted. but shall do so after cny. change bag olso probably. wan that jean perrie jeans so much. no money. 70 bucks. man. shall save up next hair cut go storm or sth liao. im losin all my guai lan traits i realize. shall catch up when i shuang. lol bye.

Saturday, January 29, 2005

A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift, A friends is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. Real friendship is a rare and precious gift, strong, stable, yet fragile, and never to be taken for granted. Too bad people do things to break that connection that bridges the gap between two virtually unknown persons. Why must certain brainless people have to follow treands and fads that doesnt even exist or wun even last? That it will certainly be blown away by just a gust of wind? Is the human brain or temptatiton so weak? So vulnerable to external influneces? Thats crap. You control what u want to do. Not others. At least 10 years of education was wasted. Your parents upbringing. Since the start of your birth. Want they do? Simply waste money and attention and care on you? What for? For you to grow up to be useless brainless mindless conscious-less people? I do pity your parents if thats really the case. I rather they adopt someone from the orphange or find a worthwhile pet from the SPCA like a dog. Does acting cool or looking like the king of the world give you a real kick? A real sensation? Thats like so lame. Please get a life. Stop living other pressures from anyone or can you at least try resisting temptations? Even if the above CRAP doesnt apply to you. Please use your puny brain to think that it applies to others. Meaning dont try to influnce more people. DONT EVEN TRY. DONT ACT OR PRETEND. DUN EVEN LIE or try to harm others. Please use your brain or HEART if u even have one to think and reflect. If you think I am all crap, do ignore this dumb passage and break off any possible contact from this looney person. I seriously think only LOSERS resort to such retorts. Freaking low esteem low self confidence or some no-life-kid or some you-do-i-do people will then find some lame stuffs to entertain themselves. Even if its not fun doing it. They just continue. Because its cool. So i repeat. You want to carry. Your business. Dont try to add people to your silly club.
WAHAHA.. thrash bedok green 5-0. tio thrashed 5-0 by ngee ann. dis is wad i call KARMA. what goes around comes around what goes up must come down. lol. anywae. is 275 for a second hand ipod cheap? lol.. went to converse ware house sale. bought jack percell leather shoe. lol he is badminton champ. den buy back my sis say i nv buy e wrong shoe. lol. frs. chiong ar. haha i mean my team mates. i super slack. lol our class abit slow wid cny decorations sia. and the shirt design.. oh man!

Monday, January 17, 2005

no tym to blog even. sec4 streesss.. frs startin soon.. badminton inter sch startin soon.. tests and more tests cumin up.. may god bless me..