" it is common for people to fear how they are judged before another and i would think twice before i want to give bytes of info that may give an unintended impression. everything that is said and done seems so scripted to make things look good.

things like "i just won 20 bucks at mahjong!" may make people think i'm a mahjong junkie. "shiok ah 8 to 5 job in army" may make people think i'm a slacker. "i'm an officer" makes people have a generally good impression.

will i ever be forthcoming to a complete stranger? "graham






" Army starts again tmr. We’re that close to commissioning. 21032009. They always said OCS was 9 long months, but the 9 long months has finally come to 7 weeks. Before long I’ll be counting the days to my commissioning using my fingers. ;D

Oh well. I really miss going to school. Today’s visit back to NY made me realise how much I wanna be a student again. Being a student > being a soldier, lol. Even with the exams. " jiajie (pls dun charge me)









random points:
0) see my blog archive. the rate at which i update my blog. average 5-10 entries a month last time. now 1-3 entries a month LOL

1) away to thailand 30jan to 15feb.

2) in the mean time i'll be missing out on CITYALIVE, bouldermania and the rest of cny. zz.

3) by e time i come back. it'd mean 32km route march for csb. man routemarch again. and it'll mean last 2 weeks in arty institute. and den 3 weeks of SAFTI OCS. man i wanna go back.

4) i'm lookin forward to all the formal dinners and ceremonies of commissioning. comms parade, dinner, comms ball, ACPC.. will you be my comms ball date pls

5) i see all e climber officers all enjoyin ns life all rather slack not so chiongsua anymore. i cant wait to be like them man. den finish up my drivin license and concentrate on beach vball and gettin back my muscles and strength for climbing.

6) oh ya boulderactive falls on my comms parade. zz. means prob climbers will hafta choose btw watchin my comms parade and boulderactive. and also means i cant go boulderactive.

7) i hope thailand will be fun. not xiong. alot of eye-openers and sight seeing and enjoying of scenery and may the weather be merciful on me. dun be too hot or too cold (which apparently is the case now in thailand).

8) i've learnt abit more abt pool frm elwin alr. level up.

9) i want joey's list of clubbing music and have my own itouch and spam all the songs in it to groove to.

10) i wanna go back to safti ocs for 3 wks of joint term. im lookin forward to the month of march. but not so to the end of feb where i gotta do csb. routemarch.

11) i wanna mahjong summore, lan more, chill more and climb more...

after i come back frm thai 15feb